I Have Severe OCD | The Secret Life of Lele Pons

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It’s no secret Lele Pons is one of the most successful social media icons with over 40 million followers and considered an internet trailblazer for her contributions to various platforms. Known for her unfiltered videos, candid humor and crazy stunts, Lele’s storytelling arch takes a more serious tone as she opens up to the world with her deepest secret. Through access to private moments, emotional interviews and never seen before footage, Lele reveals her life long struggle with OCD among other mental health conditions and doesn’t shy away from the most intimate details of her battle.
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Produced by: Shots Studios
Directed by: Alicia Zubikowski


  1. Lele Pons

    Lele Pons13 napja

    Thank you everyone for supporting me. I hope you enjoy this docu-series and learn about OCD, Tourettes, and other things. LIKE the video if you watch it! I'll see you next Tuesday for episode 2 :)

  2. Flores E

    Flores E3 napja

    I love you and I Respect you

  3. Kaitlan Gabbitas

    Kaitlan Gabbitas6 napja

    I am so sorry I love you lele u am crying because my cousin when thought the same thin I am sorry 😭😭😭I love u

  4. Laura Schmidt

    Laura Schmidt9 napja

    I am your biges fan lele!

  5. Eric

    Eric12 napja

    I love you lele pons

  6. Jady Clovis

    Jady Clovis13 napja

    I love u Lele

  7. holly pocket

    holly pocket9 órája

    This should be awake up call to everyone that you really have no clue what’s going on with someone’s mental health. Never be too quick to judge

  8. Nishka Govender

    Nishka Govender9 órája

    I am 13 yrs old, and I have OCD ( always organize) My family and friends also laugh at me but I feel I have a disease and I will never lose it, but after this video, now I feel like it’s a blessing.

  9. F . D

    F . D9 órája

    What is her OCD? I dont wanna be rude but I dont have time watching the whole video and I really wanna know what it is. Can somebody tell me?

  10. Atea Medard de Chardon

    Atea Medard de Chardon9 órája

    Im so sorry. no ones life is perfect

  11. Janelle 09

    Janelle 099 órája

    Great video!! I was plagued by OCD as a child. I am so thankful that at 32, I am not suffering from it. I still notice “little things” but nothing like as a child. I’m so sorry

  12. Sara Whyatt

    Sara Whyatt9 órája

    Thank you so much for sharing Lele. ❤️ you’re a strong ass individual, stronger than you even realize. Keep pushing through.

  13. Agnès MOHAND LHADJ

    Agnès MOHAND LHADJ9 órája

    We are always with you and we support you every time

  14. Halide Mercan

    Halide Mercan9 órája

    This is very important because I thought Lele was having fun had many friends was like the cool kid and this really opens my eyes. She inspires me a lot

  15. Paige-jayne Trezise

    Paige-jayne Trezise9 órája

    It’s good to be different we can’t be the same god made us different ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  16. layla belle

    layla belle9 órája

    her saying “they made hating me cool” made me so fuckin sad

  17. Jarode Forcia

    Jarode Forcia10 órája

    The truth about bullying

  18. TTZ little

    TTZ little10 órája

    We all love you lele❤️❤️🥺🥺😖😖😖😖

  19. Olivia Cook

    Olivia Cook10 órája

    Lele, I love you! I feel you! I have ocd. When I’m sad or feeling down I get so triggered. If I can be of any help to calm you down please tell me or talk to me privately! I struggle with it as well and you are not alone! Don’t let the haters control your life! I love you 😘! Love: your biggest fan!

  20. slumbps

    slumbps10 órája

    I have severe dont give a shit

  21. Salawat Bireir

    Salawat Bireir10 órája

    Uhhh I feel bad

  22. The Eunuchman

    The Eunuchman10 órája

    Look, Lele's Instagram skits are not my favorite, BY FAR, but the hatefulness in the comment section is so unwarranted. Let's separate our opinions of her content from her personal issues and struggles.

  23. Trey Song

    Trey Song10 órája

    I am homeless and watch this story help me so much I can relate 😭 so much 💔 love lele

  24. The Game Boyz

    The Game Boyz10 órája

    To the people that wrote those negative comments are you happy now

  25. Mercy Bint Dād

    Mercy Bint Dād10 órája

    This made me realize that I have OCD. What she does, happens to me as well.

  26. Max Sanchez

    Max Sanchez10 órája

    Poor thing.....not

  27. Sheri Tygart

    Sheri Tygart10 órája

    I have ocd with washing my hands way to much my skin brakes out.

  28. Ashley

    Ashley10 órája

    I am so sorry I used to have ocd too & I may not watch you anymore but I know damn well that its so hard to be dealing with ocd and that I’m proud of you Lele 🤍

  29. The J Family

    The J Family10 órája

    We love you Lele. We are here supporting you

  30. Simply Pets

    Simply Pets10 órája

    Woah, OCD ADHD Tourette’s and depression??? I don’t know how you do it girl ❤️❤️

  31. Savage Kyng

    Savage Kyng10 órája

    Tbh i thought she only had a handful of hateful comments

  32. Dean Rodriguez

    Dean Rodriguez10 órája

    seems like an infomercial for us to buy OCD meds. No thanks. You can keep the disassociates for yourselves

  33. KolbyLM Gaming

    KolbyLM Gaming10 órája

    Man crazy that I dont remember asking and this doesn't change my opinion of her shes still a scumbag

  34. Simone Zierten

    Simone Zierten10 órája

    I have ocd and I sometimes have to do these types of things. They are called obsessive compulsions and it can become very serious.

  35. Edgar Nieto

    Edgar Nieto10 órája

    Love you Lele❤️

  36. daniel LEVY

    daniel LEVY10 órája

    Grandpa said the cure for OCD is a paddlin’ .. he said the doctor said that grandma had OCD , but he paddled it away .. I wonder how many paddling’s it takes .. hmmm maybe the government should set up paddling stands and Paddlin’ terminals ... just a thought.

  37. Dara Folk

    Dara Folk10 órája

    I know exactly what she’s talking about. The touching things and the rituals. It’s like an every day thing for me, I remember at a basketball game when we would warm up I would have to walk a certain amount of steps before I shot. Ocd isn’t severe for me but it’s there.

  38. Delianies M. Alcaide

    Delianies M. Alcaide11 órája

    You are my hero love you lele i hope you fell better

  39. Dj Wrestling

    Dj Wrestling11 órája

    I know how you feel my brother has ocd and he has the same problems as you :(

  40. Limitless DG

    Limitless DG11 órája

    I get she had a traumatic childhood buh these mfs talkin like she dead .

  41. Aki Begum

    Aki Begum11 órája

    What it ocd someone tell me I don’t understand?

  42. Azariah Davis

    Azariah Davis11 órája

    Aww I feel bad i hope you feel better

  43. PeyCray

    PeyCray11 órája

    Lele pons, if your looking at this comment here I would love to tell you that you will go far and get through OCD and tourettes and you will defeat those mental illnesses!

  44. PeyCray

    PeyCray11 órája

    And depression!🥰

  45. _SavageLavender Playz_

    _SavageLavender Playz_11 órája

    With these signs give me hints if things I do... But... I don’t THINK I have OCD.... Maybe I do but it’s not severe

  46. Kel GK

    Kel GK11 órája

    I overcame OCD..am not able to watch this video..past 10 minutes because am still traumatized...I could not stay awake because my thoughts were unbelievably insane...I was loosing my mind...all I wanted was to eat the scars on my body..I have one scar on my right leg and that was the worst...the one on my hand...was a horror...I wished someone would amputate my left hand and my right foot..I reached the point of derealization and depersonalisation and that's..the much I can share...but I can't allow my mind to think about what I went thru...am glad am free..thank God am free..

  47. zgembina

    zgembina11 órája

    I started crying after this

  48. Murray Blevins

    Murray Blevins11 órája

    I Feel Bad 🥺 Don’t listen to the haters Listen to the good people Listen to the people who like This video

  49. Lillian Scott

    Lillian Scott11 órája

    I have all the same things too

  50. • Dragon •

    • Dragon •11 órája

    You have a lot more issues then just severe ocd. This video helped me understand how your screechy 5 year old audience relates to you. Keep it up! Following generations can look at you and see what they should not become. Thanks!

  51. tazz4425 Robles

    tazz4425 Robles11 órája

    Girl you get this love ur video always have always Will

  52. Phil D Grave

    Phil D Grave11 órája

    You should do what megnutt did

  53. Adri’s Outlet

    Adri’s Outlet11 órája

    My mom is certified in yoga and she told me meditation helps a lot with OCD

  54. Carson Pike

    Carson Pike11 órája

    I have OCD too. And it never goes away, but it gets a little better some days, then some days it’s just terrible. But with me my meds help

  55. Pinkey Princess

    Pinkey Princess11 órája

    Lele we are here for you. For many years I have enjoyed your content. You made me laugh with your content and I could always go to your page and find a bit of happiness there. Thank you. I hope you become braver to deal with all of the negativity in this world. Know that there are many people by your side that you can count on.

  56. Bobby Boushe’

    Bobby Boushe’11 órája

    🙏🏾😢😔 ❤️

  57. Oof

    Oof11 órája

    What is her tic?

  58. Oof

    Oof11 órája

    Bit of an Freudian slip when the World Record book showed up.

  59. ᴅ.ᴀ ψ

    ᴅ.ᴀ ψ12 órája

    Never let OCD control your life take control of your own life

  60. SSxDR 1

    SSxDR 112 órája

    Maybe send your thoughts and prayers to people who actually suffer /: but sure this rich Hollywood influencer needs prayers and thoughs

  61. Juan Son Calderon

    Juan Son Calderon12 órája

    Don’t give up lele we all love you ❤️

  62. Jamielynn D

    Jamielynn D12 órája

    I have severe ocd and this was so helpful and validating to wash. Thank you for sharing your journey.

  63. Moe

    Moe12 órája

    am i supposed to feel bad for u like stfu people have worse problems

  64. Cami Bell

    Cami Bell11 órája

    I don't like her AT ALL too, but if you're gonna talk shit about her do if for the right reasons

  65. Cami Bell

    Cami Bell11 órája

    Dude these are serious disorders. "People have worst problems", do you know what depression is?

  66. Vincent Valentine

    Vincent Valentine12 órája

    Who cares

  67. _Niiiah _

    _Niiiah _12 órája

    Lele you are the most amazing people I have ever seen on HU-gos I love you you make everyone laugh and you are just amazing and if anyone thinks anything bad about you then they are the ones that need help so keep being you 🙂😊😄

  68. Brown Exotics

    Brown Exotics12 órája

    Lions don’t concern themselves with the opinions of sheep. Keep your head high and be happy with who you are. Props to you for not giving up.

  69. Leah’s Verden

    Leah’s Verden12 órája

    Hi Lele❤️❤️❤️ i love You sooooo much❤️❤️ i love your videos!!🥰🥰 You are my favorit youtuber❤️❤️

  70. Farooq Farooq

    Farooq Farooq12 órája


  71. Stereo Degree

    Stereo Degree12 órája

    Severe ugliness too

  72. HxneyB •

    HxneyB •12 órája

    I was so touched that I’m a sub you go girly! :)

  73. sad reee

    sad reee12 órája

    I've had OCD all my life

  74. Yoselin Andrade

    Yoselin Andrade12 órája

    Im so so sorry😭😭😭

  75. ElCholoLoca

    ElCholoLoca12 órája

    Lele don’t let those haters bring you down your stronger both physically and mentally . You are going to have those kind of people in your life just don’t give them the strength man . I have bipolar depression it’s hard man . Depression it’s self is hard to get through . But don’t let no one bring u down . All love 💕 . Love you lele 😊

  76. Inca God47

    Inca God4712 órája

    Love you tu ere la mejor bebe crelo

  77. Sivenathi Mkaza

    Sivenathi Mkaza12 órája

    I have OCD and BPD ...

  78. thought garden

    thought garden13 órája

    She also likes to backstab her friends and step on people to get where shes going. OCD cannot be used as a crutch to be morally corrupt, 0 sympathy

  79. Cami Bell

    Cami Bell11 órája

    Thank you.

  80. Apex Dinero

    Apex Dinero13 órája

    This is big, this right here takes guts and this is a step to being fearless

  81. latricia Cunningham

    latricia Cunningham13 órája

    lele i have a rare condition but i dont give up and you should not either

  82. QUEEN.C&S Murphy

    QUEEN.C&S Murphy13 órája

    I like how, people think that ocd is a joke because its not people really struggle with things like this all i got to say my lele pons is going to get throught this and others who are struggle with it as well so if you have something nagetive to say keep to your self because God is not playing he dont like when people mess with his children

  83. Christie Lomo

    Christie Lomo13 órája

    Ocd ruins lives.Everyday is SO frustrating.i wish people understood how crippling it is.

  84. cheesy1nacho

    cheesy1nacho13 órája


  85. Kodax Kodax

    Kodax Kodax13 órája

    KEEP THE DISLIKES! Lele pons will burn

  86. Bts Fan

    Bts Fan13 órája

    I can maybey realate a bit bc I am a perfectionist all the time and cant even do school properly so my mom is really annoyed and dossent understand that I dont feel complete if somthing is not perfect

  87. QUEEN.C&S Murphy

    QUEEN.C&S Murphy13 órája

    Its ok, lele pons your going to get through this Im struggling with things right too but if i can get throught this i know you can please hold please stay strong i believe in you your beautiful strong and tanleted woman your awsome dont let anyone bring you down 😘😘😘💕💕💕💕lvu

  88. Nelly Osas

    Nelly Osas13 órája

    Podeis ablar español

  89. Kylee Cawby

    Kylee Cawby13 órája

    I have serve ocd I didn’t really think people had it as bad as me to the point where I was afraid of water im sorry lele i pray ur okay